2010-01-08T12:08:00.000-08:00

got promoted.woohoo!
pay increased but there's a catch to it.
that is i have to work everyday,fuck!
man that have family at home,needs to work.

meeting you wasnt my intention.i was forced to join you.
the awkwardness surrounds the atmosphere.
i tried to make it an enjoyable one but you messed it up.
i dont know what to say.
i was kranky and sleepy,you knew it from the start.
but why must you worsen the day for me?
that was totally out of line and you knew it.
i know you have bf and moved on already,but i was only KIDDING.get it?
why feel bad and saying that you missed me and all after that?
if not knowing each other helps you,dont mind if i do.
being your friend hurts you then might as well we be strangers.
rather spent time with your special someone than your friends,please do so.
you have your responsibilities as someone's gf.
you have to prioritise your bf first than your friends,i get it
i dont wish to hurt you any further.
all's thats well,ends well
bye love )':

if you think HOLDING ON is HARD,
try LETTING GO.

okay people try having less than 4 hours of sleep for a whole week,and working 9 hours each day for that whole week.now thats the meaning of shagged and tired.getting my much needed rest and make-up sleeping time now.

2010-01-03T20:19:00.000-08:00

thanks for being such an ass 2009,hello dear 2010.
people change as time goes by,but the times we spent together aren't forgotten.
thanks for being such great companions and also fcking bullocks to me.
hope to see you guys soon.

3 months,three long fcking months.
working in hotel line tires me out,long working hours and pay is acceptable.
i dont spent time with my family,kinda miss talking to them.
when i got home in the morning,everyone's asleep.and when i get up to go to work,everyone's out.
how sad is that.going out with friends,providing service to arrogant arses, i guess that explains what ive been doing for the whole duration of the holidays.

you were the one, i was in love.
but you always hurt the one you lost.
i couldn't get enough.
you were everything that's bad for me.
the one who really messed me up.
now what's left are the memories.
but you know I'd do it all again for you.

matt